HEY.. i dont really know why i made this blog or this page but somehow, it seemed to be the surest and safest way to scape anxiety, you know, the letting-it-all-out part. . the purpose is simple, to relieve my self from uncontrollable situations or the feeling(whether good or bad, maybe driven by hormones as explained to me by my soon-to-be nurse friend) that cant be avoided and can not be forgotten or healed by any meds or (my favorite) alcohol. sometimes, it's all a matter of perception but most of the times, emotions like these are like the devil inside our pandora's boxes that just got out. but time has been such a friend. it never promised anyone to heal everyhting(i.e the wounds in our past, the scars in our hearts) BUT (trust me on this one) it will get you to places you never learned to see the beauty and it may keep you busy so that you will one day realize that you got used to the pain. the bitterness though, doesn't go away. it will stay with for a long time but you'll get sick of it and you will soon realize why you feel that way and how fool you made of yourself out of it and the decision to hold it or let go of it is in you.
UNBELIEVABLE! how can i sound so bitter? anyway, this is what i want to write tonight. i'm not not negative of a thinker though.
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